crucifixion

Inside eyes blind to ego strapped to the central nervous touching epidural frequencies that map out your nervous system
my nervousness subsides in the darkness of your light
What I thought I had felt was actually a dead moment I had thought about once feeling different about the words exchanged to keep the peace but my loss for change could never keep me peace in the progression of the minute
Slowly disintegrating my body in the soiled ground I fall upon under a quixotic sun shaped like prisms that form the minds eye
Lost and found again by Christ but forsaken by no one
Crucified by the dark sister writing out the gnostic gospel of tangled words in hope of prosperity in the light of given realities slamming the back of a tramp stamp stolen from a gas station parking lot
Love is in my heart but love is singular to the plural reality
Love is peace and without it nothing can prosper far from the combined expression of darkness and light
Love is a false god worshipped idyllically in hope of imbuing an ancient treasure that balances out the void
Love is nothing unless you do something about it
No lies only truth and that which is without suffers the outlook of tomorrow when tomorrow never knows
I love you and I want you to destroy me eat my insides fuck my mind so I can fuck your mouth until cum secretes from your ears
Everything you want everything you need everything that fulfills the black hole of reflections staring us in the face  I want to make love as if I had fucked the sun
Illuminating frequencies having to constantly balance a need for desire to feed upon itself fore without it I am nothing

I need you
I want you
I want my tongue twisting itself in the galaxy of self where stars align
The new moon gave us new light and darkness remains in time
Invisible cities built with passion
The heart of darkness remains a paradise lost
Crucify me and I will not fight
Death is with me in form of light